When it comes to describing my first time masturbating, there’s really no way to do it justice. I guess the best way to explain it is to start from the beginning.
It was a normal, boring summer day when I decided to do it. I remember feeling so nervous and scared, wondering if I was doing the right thing. I had heard so many stories about what goes on – Who knows what could happen? But I figured I had nothing to lose, so I clicked the button and started my journey of self-discovery.
To be honest, it really wasn’t as thrilling as I expected it to be. I guess I had built it up to be a lot more grandiose than it really was. All I felt was a mild sense of pleasure followed by complete shame and embarrassment. I felt as if I had crossed some kind of line by partaking in such an experience.
I quickly got over it though and came to terms with the fact that I had done it. I vowed to never do it again, at least not as frequently as I had before. Little did I know, I would soon become a regular ‘masturbator’ and face the carnal pleasure of it on a daily basis.
It didn’t take me long to realise that I had stumbled onto something that was far from ordinary. I started to explore the range of emotions I felt during the course of an orgasm. Everything from sensitivity to complete and utter bliss, it was something I had never felt before.
Slowly but surely I started diving deeper into the world of male famfic. Before I knew it, sex dolls I was hooked. I was watching hours and hours of different videos, stories, and even role playing scenarios.
From there I started going a bit wild. I was coming up with stories and fantasies of my own. I allowed my imagination to run wild and incorporated it into the experience. I was truly pushing the boundaries of what was acceptable and relishing in my newfound freedom.
Although the sensation I felt from masturbating was incredibly intense, I was acutely aware of the potential consequences that could arise from indulging in such activities. As such, I started to take more precautionary measures to ensure that I was at least somewhat protected, dildos such as using condoms and considering different access points.
It wasn’t all smooth sailing though. I experienced some rather rough patches along the way as I navigated through the course and attempted to figure out what felt best. I noticed that I was making more mistakes as I went along, but I also realised that I was learning something from each misadventure. It made me appreciate the fact that everyone has to start from somewhere.
Learning to appreciate the small victories in such a journey was essential to getting through the difficult times. As I continued to explore, I noticed that I was becoming more confident and knowledgeable. It almost felt like I was an expert in the subject.
After a while I started to build an appreciation for male famfic. I saw it as a safe space to explore my deepest fantasies and desires. Here, I was free to make mistakes and figure out what worked best for me.
It wasn’t always easy, but I slowly started to realise that the key to a successful masturbation journey is to enjoy the process. As long as I treated it as my own personal playground, I could keep having fun and growing as a person and an artist.